Eight months as of yesterday. Eight months.
I still have a year left on my contract, so I hope to God I play better next season and the management sees a reason to continue to keep me. I know I was a huge reason why we struggled more than we should have this year but it wasn't like it was a secret why. The past eight months have been utter hell and the fact that I was able to pick up the pieces and even play in those first few matches back was a miracle.
It's just- it's been really difficult to get back to "normal" when there is a huge part of me missing.
Jason was really sweet to ask me to go with him to the gala this weekend so I wouldn't have to go alone and face all those happy couples everywhere I look. I still don't think I'll last long, but I'll put on a brave face and make the rounds, I suppose.
Good match on Sunday, everyone. Closest match we've played against the Bats in awhile, I think. Shan, I hope you were sufficiently entertained.
I think we've had a decent season all around
It's hard to believe this season is over, but with the World Cup on the horizon, it's nice to know I won't have to take a break just yet.
That said, however, I think I am going to take it easy between now and Saturday. I'll see everyone then.